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[grindmonkeh]

Betsy and I spent Tuesday evening together carving pumpkins for Halloween decoration. Out of nowhere she said, "Since I only have time to see you maybe one day a week, I just want to tell you that you can see other people as long as you don't tell me about it." I have yet to understand how this could be a good idea. It is strange that I don't mind only seeing her one or two nights a week, and I don't know if that is good or bad. I suppose time will reveal...it hasn't ceased to.

I'm convincing myself to be in a good mood for some reason or another, but I'm lacking motivation. I think I'm going to play counter-strike for a bit...my friends are into Baldur's Gate 2 and I don't have it yet. I'd like to get it but I'm saving money for a home computer which my friend Oki (http://www.livejournal.com/users/oki) is going to help me build as soon as I can afford the components. Hopefully by December I'll be set. Yay!

listening to: Nevermore - The Politics of Ecstasy

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Re: Thank you...

[samuraipunch.livejournal.com]

Little harder... and not to the head... how about the temple...

I so don't understand myself and thoughts about her... I so want to try again, even though now i doubt anything fruitful would come of it...I'm hopeless...

Try kicking me in the temple...