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[grindmonkeh]

I'm still in Canada. I had planned to leave for home on Tuesday morning until the blizzardly weather made the roads impassible. Winter-wonder-land...my ass. I had to call my boss and take another day off, but I think he'll let me use a sick day instead of another vacation day since I've got about three and a half weeks of sick time accumulated. Hopefully the roads will be cleared sufficiently tomorrow. I know that Scout-Sniper and his wife don't mind me staying here, and though they practically insisted that I didn't try driving through the snow today I feel like I'm imposing and it is making me restless.

I've had the opportunity to spend time with some great friends over the past five days, but I'm in need of one full day of isolation. It's strange how being alone sounds appealing right now when I know that loneliness will reimmerge as I settle back into my normal daily happenings.

My thoughts are pretty incoherent and I can't really organize them into anything worthwhile right now and I'm getting frustrated...I'll succumb to sleep and try to descend into a pleasant dream if I can stop looking at the night winter sky reflecting on the lake.

There's someone who I've been thinking of lately that fills me with hope...I hardly know her, but I imagine conversations that we would have and the smiles that she would lend...maybe she will laugh for me in my slumber. Goodnight.

Comments

[raviolios.livejournal.com]

Canada's a little too Hothly for ya, eh?

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[grindbastard.livejournal.com]

I think I'll hibernate in Echo Base until spring.