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Nov. 22nd, 2000 04:44 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
grindmonkehI was so psychotically bored today that I rearranged my living room. It provided five minutes of filler to fend off the intruding cabin fever. My solitary boredomkill can't compensate for lack of interaction with people, but it helps I suppose. I'm looking for a model ship kit to build...an old sailing vessel with sails, hoists, masts, etc. Maybe I'll put together the Millenium Falcon model I've been saving for a rainy day...on Thanksgiving I'll have to get it from my mom's house where I have it stored.
I called Sarah this evening looking for conversation, and she asked if I wanted to meet her and her new guy-friend at a bar before I went to work. I declined. I didn't want to drink or be around people who were drinking. I hate the fact that the bars are the only social climate for people my age in this town. I hate it that my optimism has been eroded and corroded by solitude. I've always been good with people, so maybe I'm being too selective of who I keep company with. I'm not in a bad mood...I'm not depressed...I'm not wallowing in self-pity...I'm only looking for social interaction with interesting people. I'm thankful for my internet friends. Oh yeah...RooooooooooooooooooooooooaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaadTriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiip!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
I called Sarah this evening looking for conversation, and she asked if I wanted to meet her and her new guy-friend at a bar before I went to work. I declined. I didn't want to drink or be around people who were drinking. I hate the fact that the bars are the only social climate for people my age in this town. I hate it that my optimism has been eroded and corroded by solitude. I've always been good with people, so maybe I'm being too selective of who I keep company with. I'm not in a bad mood...I'm not depressed...I'm not wallowing in self-pity...I'm only looking for social interaction with interesting people. I'm thankful for my internet friends. Oh yeah...RooooooooooooooooooooooooaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaadTriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiip!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
