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[grindmonkeh]

I came to the realization today that I need reinvention. My motivation and self-esteem have been on hiatus for almost a year and half, and I have been holding myself back. Today it seemed that a leaden shadow had withdrawn...a weighted darkness had grown lighter.

My own priorities are creeping back into sight, whereas I've been in a blind limbo of living day by day and accomplishing nothing. I want to learn something worthwhile and enhance my knowledge and career. I like my job but I know I can do a LOT more. I know that I've needed this break from school and such...I've been somewhat lost since my disqualification from the Air Force ROTC program left me without career ambition. The time is now to act.

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[ex-oki86.livejournal.com]

Join the Dark side...

you know you want to...

hehehe.

Dude, I've started feeling that way myself... there's a few things I have to do and I'm going to sign up for school this coming Nov. ... gonna work on a masters. =D

Hey, if you want to know more about computers, and such, you know you've got a few friends that are willing to help you... at least I know I am willing. =D

[grindbastard.livejournal.com]

I'm going to try to get my shit together for this spring semester. I'll only take two classes, but that will at least be doing something!

I'll be directing any programming or hardware problems to you, so don't worry =)

I'm going to take the seasonal position at Babbage's to contribute to my computer fund. I think that I'll have enough money within a month. Yay =)