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[grindmonkeh]

Erica has kept my mind working. I can't decipher my feelings toward the realism in the longevity of our relationship. Tell me what I want...tell me what I need. Do I put myself in questionable relationships to dispel loneliness or is this simply the art of dating? Time will tell, but spent time is irreplaceable. I have delayed any planning to see Mandy in St. Louis or Kendra in Indianapolis...I don't know how I can be honest with them or myself until I have an idea as to what will happen with Erica. I'm uncertain as to the potential of a relationship with either Mandy or Kendra...is nearly impossible establishing feelings towards someone when you rarely spend time with them or talk to them..............

time is up. thanx doc. see you again in our first session next week.