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May. 10th, 2001 12:00 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
grindmonkeh(this post was lost in space for a bit) From Tuesday morning....
In contrast to my pessimism on Friday morning the weekend was good. The wedding ceremony on Saturday was only five minutes long, though somehow the rehearsal on Friday took four hours. I was up all day on Friday after working the entire night before, so by the end of the day my brain felt liquified.
The wedding ceremony and reception were held in the Ramada hotel in downtown Indianapolis that was converted from a very old bank. The layout for the reception was pretty odd since it was held on the second floor overlooking the foyer in the center. People were spread too far apart in the outline of a box surrounding the gaping hole filled by the massive chandelier. It proceeded fairly seamlessly, and my best-man speech/toast was without flaw. At least everyone appeared to not think I was a moron, which is satisfactory enough for me. The only kink was the timing...hardly anyone had a drink to toast. I was aware of that minor fact but had to proceed at that moment anyhow. No one cared...it's in the thought I suppose.
I had a great time with everyone...they are a group of friends that I tend to take for granted. We had many fun times when we were roommates, but since they relocated to Indy I don't get to see them too often.
I've found myself awakened to a specific enlightenment that is still somewhat difficult to ascertain, and yet I'm certain that part of what's chipping away at me is the fact that I spend so much time alone. I have not been capable of suitable expression for the past couple of days, though perhaps a longer measure of time is appropriate to allow me to refine my ambitions...
That's been my problem for the past three or four years though...I don't know what the fuck I want.
My phone got disconnected yesterday. Who is the big winner? That's right. I'M the big winner. Pffffffffffffffuck. I know I mailed the payment late, but I also noticed that I wrote the check out to GTE instead of Verizon. That's probably why they pulled the plug. I am going in today to get it reconnected.
My friend Billy stopped by yesterday for an hour or so while he was in town shopping. I'm so appreciative of the people who don't give up on me when I lapse in keeping regular correspondence. My world consists of the people that I surround myself with, and if I had the lone responsibility of maintaining my relationships I know I would fuck it all up.
In contrast to my pessimism on Friday morning the weekend was good. The wedding ceremony on Saturday was only five minutes long, though somehow the rehearsal on Friday took four hours. I was up all day on Friday after working the entire night before, so by the end of the day my brain felt liquified.
The wedding ceremony and reception were held in the Ramada hotel in downtown Indianapolis that was converted from a very old bank. The layout for the reception was pretty odd since it was held on the second floor overlooking the foyer in the center. People were spread too far apart in the outline of a box surrounding the gaping hole filled by the massive chandelier. It proceeded fairly seamlessly, and my best-man speech/toast was without flaw. At least everyone appeared to not think I was a moron, which is satisfactory enough for me. The only kink was the timing...hardly anyone had a drink to toast. I was aware of that minor fact but had to proceed at that moment anyhow. No one cared...it's in the thought I suppose.
I had a great time with everyone...they are a group of friends that I tend to take for granted. We had many fun times when we were roommates, but since they relocated to Indy I don't get to see them too often.
I've found myself awakened to a specific enlightenment that is still somewhat difficult to ascertain, and yet I'm certain that part of what's chipping away at me is the fact that I spend so much time alone. I have not been capable of suitable expression for the past couple of days, though perhaps a longer measure of time is appropriate to allow me to refine my ambitions...
That's been my problem for the past three or four years though...I don't know what the fuck I want.
My phone got disconnected yesterday. Who is the big winner? That's right. I'M the big winner. Pffffffffffffffuck. I know I mailed the payment late, but I also noticed that I wrote the check out to GTE instead of Verizon. That's probably why they pulled the plug. I am going in today to get it reconnected.
My friend Billy stopped by yesterday for an hour or so while he was in town shopping. I'm so appreciative of the people who don't give up on me when I lapse in keeping regular correspondence. My world consists of the people that I surround myself with, and if I had the lone responsibility of maintaining my relationships I know I would fuck it all up.