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[grindmonkeh]

I can't believe the people who have actually gotten lives or found better things to do than entertain my sorry ass while I'm online at work. They really put the o in work...o...nevermind. I need someone to mock, mock me back, and pretend that occasionally the things I say are funny.

I had Billy to keep me company most of the day. He crashed at my place last night while I was at work. I woke him this morning and we went to Denny's. Smothered Chicken breakfast skillet...it's a beautiful thing, and I have both of our leftovers to eat when I get home today.

I need to revise and add to some things I've written over the last few days. I've been withdrawn, my thoughts are noisy, and life seems directionless. It's something that will pass...it comes and goes. Maybe I can filter some creativity out of it.

Billy and I smoked a bit. He left...I wrote, screwed around with photoshop, and kept my thoughts immersed in music.

"That brave river,
I can't sail.
the lone feeling,
that I might fail.
So {fuck it.} I just.....smoke

6th hour.
I still fail to rise,
and I cower
in reality's eyes,
so I just............smoke." -Down

Has everything I've ever thought or felt already been expressed by the words of someone else?

Comments

mmm...

[artyste.livejournal.com]

Thanks for reminding me that I haven't had the Meat Lovers Skillet at Denny's for *ages*

I need to have it..

one of these centuries.

AND NO I'M NOT ASLEEP YET.
I'm fucking trying. Don't flack me.

Re: mmm...

[grindbastard.livejournal.com]

Ack...the e-mail reply from your post kicked me right the hell out of my Counter-Strike game. It's not your fault, but I was running 12/0...I swear it was a newbie server.

[raviolios.livejournal.com]

Most likely everything you think has already been expressed by somebody else. Unless you're a mastermind or insane. And even then, to have something truly original that mankind hasn't thought of, you need to be both.

[grindbastard.livejournal.com]

I've got it!!! I'll start a band...we'll wear makeup, have monstrous pyrotechnics, spit blood, and blow fire! That's only the beginning...our faces will be everywhere. Ah hell...nevermind, that'd never work.