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Mar. 19th, 2001 07:29 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
grindmonkehAnother weekend has passed by while I loafed around my apartment. I finished Half-Life (for the second time) on Friday and Alice on Sunday. The only time I went anywhere was with my brother and his girlfriend out to eat and look around at the mall. We had a pretty good time until they got into a really ridiculous argument. I started yawning and saying, "I sure could use a nap, what are you guys going to do?"...I quickly grew tired of their foolish quarrel.
I feel like I'm getting old. I'd rather have a glass of Pepsi than a beer, and it seems that I don't have much to talk about with my old drinking and drug buddies. An old friend called the other day and left a message...I pondered calling him back, but it seems like the only thing we had in common was the desire to get fucked up. I feel guilty about shrugging people off though. I guess sometimes you outgrow some of the people that you once chose to surround yourself with. The close friends I have that drink can still enjoy being around without alcohol involved. While debating whether or not to return the call, I thought of the line from the movie Stand by Me that was something like, "you'll never have friends like the ones you had when you were 12." (is that even close?)
And such is life.
I spent too much time playing Diablo II with Scout to post everything on my mind, so I guess I'll save it for tomorrow.
I feel like I'm getting old. I'd rather have a glass of Pepsi than a beer, and it seems that I don't have much to talk about with my old drinking and drug buddies. An old friend called the other day and left a message...I pondered calling him back, but it seems like the only thing we had in common was the desire to get fucked up. I feel guilty about shrugging people off though. I guess sometimes you outgrow some of the people that you once chose to surround yourself with. The close friends I have that drink can still enjoy being around without alcohol involved. While debating whether or not to return the call, I thought of the line from the movie Stand by Me that was something like, "you'll never have friends like the ones you had when you were 12." (is that even close?)
And such is life.
I spent too much time playing Diablo II with Scout to post everything on my mind, so I guess I'll save it for tomorrow.
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Date: 2001-03-19 10:45 am (UTC)Ahh...you are crossing that age line now. That is how all of us 25-30 year olds end up alone. I don't talk to any of my good drinking/druggie buddies anymore. I sometimes miss them, but I also feel that there isn't anything left to talk about. Unless, of course, I do regress...heh.
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Date: 2001-03-20 01:26 am (UTC)It's just bleh.
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Date: 2001-03-20 09:14 pm (UTC)I was just referring to certain friends that I have nothing to talk about anymore since I don't get fucked up every day. I can't hang out with them WITHOUT getting fucked up because that's all they do.
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Date: 2001-03-19 10:57 am (UTC)*shrug*
welcome to oyur carlsberg years
(sorry, Canandian commercial about 30 something beer)