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I slept for three hours today. I read for a while, watched Titus, and damn near went crazy trying to regrasp the concept of slumber. My thoughts have kept me buoying to a conscious state, although I've been dead phawkin tired since I woke up for no apparent reason at noon. *end whine*

I can't/shouldn't sleep at work...drink more coffee. Try not to let my mood affect others. Need tylenol.

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SYL - Detox

(hey, you know)
I've got a feeling
With the wrong people
And I can't control my thoughts

I wish that I could sleep
And just get this over with

I was warned
Absolutely numb
No good around people
Everyone knows and watches me

How did I get here tonight?
What am I doing here?
How did I reach this state?
How did I lose my sight?
I'm lost
I'm freaking
And everybody knows
Everyone's watching
So here's...all my hopes and aspirations
Nothing but puke
God, I'm so lonely

I'm here tomorrow (tonight, tonight)
Wait for me (tonight the fear)
How could I be such a stupid bastard?
Ah, you dumb bugger

I just want to feel

I was warned
Absolutely numb
No good around people
Everyone knows and watches
me.

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I put this on a white long sleeve t-shirt. I'm wearing it now, but I think I'm going to add something else with it.